Almost there ... that's what I keep telling myself. I'm not done studying - don't think you ever could be. But I'm getting close to reaching the limit of my sanity. I can't do this much longer. I feel like a zombie. The same routine day after day after day, barely a moment to breathe, barely a moment just for me. I feel as if the emotion is being drained from my body little by little. It's always worse in the afternoon. Then evening comes and I just think to myself - ok one more day down. Tomorrow morning I'll cross it off the calendar.
I knew it was going to be tough and what doesn't kill us makes us stronger, right? Well...probably true, but I don't think that's always a good thing. I miss people. I miss life and laughter and fun.
I know most of my posts are at least somewhat positive, but this is the reality of it. I know - keep chugging along and I will. It's a challenge and I will survive.
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